Honest to God, bone tired. Exhausted.
I’m on something new from the Neurologist that is meant to help the chronic migraines and the constant background headache I have. Well, I don’t have the background headache, and I haven’t had a migraine for a while. But I still get a splitting pain down the right hand side of my face sporadically. This medication is in a very small dose, however it is used as an antidepressant in bigger doses. How it justifies that I don’t know as all it does is give you a dry mouth and sedate you. So is that how medicine treats depression? Sedate them all so they don’t cause a fuss? Jeez. My dose goes up 10mg tomorrow and I keep it like that for two months. Then I go back to the neurologist if it doesn’t work. If it does, well I’m on these for the rest of my life I guess. I have a haematologist appointment and an ENT one in April. We’ll see what they make of things and I also have a callback to a physiotherapist for helping my inner ear/funky brain/wonky eye issue. Which could be causing the headaches, vertigo and travel sickness.
Basically I stumble a lot, throw up and get headaches. And it’s all related to an inner ear issue that could have happened in my childhood.
I’m re-reading Raymond .E. Feist’s MAGICIAN at the moment. Loving it as always. It has been a long time since I’ve settled into a fantasy epic. I don’t get much time to read though, other than when I defiantly march to the toilets at work with the book under my arm. No one leaves you alone for five mins when you’re at your desk. Even if I have a banner up saying “I’M ON BREAK, BITCHES.”
March is busy; work and home. April is busy towards the end; wedding and friend staying over. And that’s it, for now. I need to book time off in August because I’m fucking well having my birthday off work this year. Oh and the Tullamore show is in August. OH and my parents are coming over for a week, so I guess I HAVE to book time off. Way to go selective memory.
Getting involved with a good few things this year. Let us see where 2013 takes me. Hopefully it keeps me in Ireland. At this stage I don’t think I could move anywhere else. Pretty awesome life here right now. Pretty freaking awesome.
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